A month left..

A problem had caught to my attention.

People start to perform small acts of kindness. They do what they can to help, all the while knowing it won't be enough. This is what best friend do.. right before they friendships end.

How to say no to someone in need?

We rely on the examples of dear friends..who help us to be a better people. We all want to believe in those we're closes to. Where's there is doubt our faith begin to vanish and fear rush in to take it place.


The thing you need to know about me, i always trusted someone mostly because i could always tell when they're lying..

The truth is everyone break the rules every now and then. Never thinking for one second they might get caught..but if they do they simply ask for forgiveness. And most of the time they receive it. But Some acts are so wicked and demand more than just saying "I'm sorry". How do people avoid such of fate? The trick is knowing which rules are made to be broken and which rules are not.

The word welcome always carried with it a certain amount of risk, after all to let some one into your home is to let them into your life. And we never know what sort of horrible secret they carry with them. We can foreseen the painful effect they might had on their loves one. We don't anticipate the gossip that could result from their presents. We must be very careful with those we invited into our lives because some will refuse to leave..

Life's change in a couple of years... some family grows while others grow apart.


xoxo, mostly because i'm a free bitch.

"Step" Fucking SUCKS!

My step mother.. is a gold digging BITCH! And my step brother is a fucking ASSHOLE! And my so call "FRENS" = BITCHES + "ASSHOLES".fullstop.

Off of my chest...

I felt like there's a lot that need to get off of my chest.

Conflict at work..well sentiasa ada but paling worst arah *thatshouldnotbemention*. I know that you probably have guess it already. I made a lot of frens there.. never thought that i would miss them, well some of them. I'm having so much fun but.. there's too much work that had been thrown to my face. Well not literally and I'm very thankful for that.

With my previous job I have to attend the customer who comes by our store, schedule delivery/installation/faulty/what-not and dispatch the right technician for each requested task and even make an appointment with the customer and i also have to be attend every meeting since i'm the one who do the scheduling. This haven't include with chasing PO and the MAPO, then release service PO and invoice then later read ton of emails especial from *specialcustomerthatshouldnotbemention* that need to reply on the spot and not to forget the filing. Try imagine that i have to go through all of this.. everyday. And to be honest.. the salary didn't dance the way the job did.

It is true what my best fren said.. "You need your HAND and LEGS to "WORK TOGETHER" to drive a car, not SIT DOWN and your feet say, I CAN'T press the paddle, and your hand say I DON'T want to hold the steering or your EYES saying, "ITS NOT MY JOB".

Now, I have to say I'm very happy with my current job. Stress.. to be honest ada la.. mana2 pun ada.. nama nya jua kraja. Tapi nde seteruk dulu.

Lately, I've been naik turun bandar.. having some inductee gathering and some course that had been provided by telbru which was quite fun! I think i know jalan bandar now.. well to the mall, kiulap and what not. Tee-hee.. =D Try to think, it wasn't really that hard.. huhu!

I think this is the rite time for me to do some personal project.. I just hope that my project is running as i wish. I need to do some research... Gonna start it by tomorow.

Till then..

XOXO, wish me luck if u love me that much. =D

Do things differenty..

Did you have anything holding you back? I realized something that I wish I hadn't. I wish there was something I could have done. But there's nothing I could do. I always.. end up doing that. Why do i do this things?

---let out about a thousand years worth of sigh..

xoxo, leaving a confuse person... confuse.

1st day Telbru HQ Block Eee-maaaaaaa

Should i deactivate my blog?? Then apa tah stalker ku kan bacaa? Yg luan penyibuk ngan hidupku ani? kan?

M gonna take my break.

xoxo, baru tah kan belajar!? stupid arsehole!

Unexpected in any way..

Unexpected suprisingly dissapointed nice nite it was.. lol. Stop trying to understand me cause i'm unpredictable at time.

How I wish...I miss.. =')

For your information, I'm no longer use no. b.mob ku +673813031X. And my dst line, at the moment maseh g hiatus. So if anything. I'm using a new no. If you wanna reach me. Try texting me on seventh_roses@hotmail.com.


Just can't stop thinking, xoxo.

-- Take me away to better days. Take me away to a hiding place. Take me a away to a secret place, where I smile up to the sky. I know I'll be all right. A sweet escape. --

Appoligize for MIA

Sorry for being MIA. I've been concentrating on my work and my family which i didn't have much time to update this blog such as this moment where i steal some time for my updates. Got me? I tend to talk rubbish at the time like this.. It's freaking 4am in the morning. And yes you guess it rite! I've just finish having my 'Sahur'.

Life is a bit hectic at works. Working with unprofessional, unappreciated, careless and irresponsible person is getting on my last nerve. Not going to say who... just that all they want is to take some credits. I too can play that game.

Dah lah.. don't wanna talk bout it anymore. Ohh and somehow it's remind me of a very hawt new guy at TM. Me and Bebe had some appointment with Angela at TM. And I thought why not meet them since I miss them so much! Fyi, I miss the peeps not the workloads. Huhu! *thinkingofthathawtguyatTMwholookabitlikeJeffery* Sigh.. lol! He had a nice smile btw... haha! ada lagi tuu..

Some how i became a bit more relax than pissed off.. heheh! =))

I watched movie 'The Ugly Truth' starred leading man from '300' and leading woman from 27 dresses. It's a very funny! Too bad it's not really that clear for me to enjoy it. I'm waiting for a clearer version of it.

Oh yeah yesterday was the 1st time i ever done my eSpeed weekly report! Wuhuuu! At 1st it was a bit confusing but after a while i finally get it.. thanks to Hamdan for being my guidance. Even though he's having a very hard time at the moment, but i appreciate when he's willingly tried to teach me.

I need to get back to bed. cause its 4:33am in the morning! I need my beauty sleep!!


Nite2 world.

xoxo, I need...